I must admit that I am a fan of Matousek. The first book I read was his conversations with a modern mystic--Andrew Harvey. This stems from an interest in his works(meaning Andrew Harvey's broad scope of teachings, as well as how he embodies such a wide-ranging spectrum of the spiritual path). Later, I have become equally entrhalled, and appreciative of Mark Matousek's full exposure-full disclosure writings of his experience. What makes Matousek such an engaging read is the combination of raw honesty; the sheer power of his descriptions. He combines the greatest sense of honesty; combined with writing that is captivating; with a strong pinch of humor. His story is full of passion; full of weaving the various elements of a childhood which would have traumatized most. There are so many mini-stories that each has its own lessons. It is one of those books that keeps you reading; a can't put me down sort of read. And after, you want to re-read it, and savor it. I highly recommend the book as both a "good read," fulled with lessons about the spiritual path; along with the story of a person driven to succeed; achieve success; and then leave it behind for something more.