This memoir traces the author's awakening, and eventual embracing, of his gay identity largely in both India and the US. Only six months before he begins college in the US, AIDS was discovered. Within a year, it had reached epidemic proportions in the gay community, while the medical profession still did not know the cause, the means of transmission, or what to do about it.The author's analysis of the AIDS crisis as it unfolded and swirled 'round the globe, eventually devastating multitudes in his homeland, is interwoven with poignant accounts of his own inner struggles and personal interactions. Most significant of his relationships is that with his father to whom he dedicates his book for insisting that he 'always tell the truth.' Following his father's dictum, Siddharth Dube presents himself in a manner that is both substantively true to the facts--garnered from his years as a public health professional--and astonishingly gut-honest in its personal revelations.